I miss them....:(((

My SEA tutorial group is so cute!!! And the 3 caucasians guys are super cute!!! Expecially my group mate : Wouter Stefan Drinkwaard!!! He's so cute, like ratatouille rat and stuart little!! HAHAA. But He's so handsome and so charming and so smart!!! Oh, and he's super tall!!! But br said he's not that handsome!! TAO REN YAN!!!

And I'm also gonna miss Morgan, aka Mr Moses!!! HAHA, I gave him this nickname cos of his hair!!! So curly and cute and haha, typical Moses!!!

And Jacob is the guy I will miss most and can't stop laughing!!! HAHA. Br and me called him Jacob niang!! He so 姑娘, and his actions made me laugh non stop!! He's more cute than wouter lah!!! HAHA

And I will miss my SEA lecturer and his monotone voice!! HAHA, br always fall alseep in his lectures!! "bad'" gal!!! He's good and patient but abit draggy and too responsible liao.

And I will also miss HY 2206 lecturer!! So cute and funny. He's a nice nice professor, br said he's a Mr nice guy!!! HAHA

And lao gong very funny, although she did not take CL 2280, she said she like my professor!! And she called him Mr Alien!!!! HAHA. Both lecturers are funny lah, very humourous.

And my CH 2271 professors!! Always give so many hw and tests, made me so scared!! But cute.

And all the various SA lecturers!!! I miss all the videos and jokes and story.

And of course, all my group mates whom I have encountered for projects and research papers.
SEA group mates: my cute cute and charming wouter, my "bad bad" lao gong-br and me!!!
SA group mates: the big big group, and the small small group which again included my lao gong and me, HEHE
HY 2206 group mates: Sun Shuang, Geraldine, Rou Fang and me!!! And I was the oldest over there!! Haiz
CH 2271 business group mates: De ming, Yun Dan, Xin Yi, me (our group got the 最佳默契奖,最佳演义奖--de ming :)))，最佳经理人奖--me!! :)))　). And fiona and ming jie for the research paper.
CL2280 group mates: jia min, yuan lin, zhen li, tuan hee and me.

唯一

I composed this chinese lyrics for God using the song from "The stand" last sunday while I was on my way for dancing lesson. I entitled it "唯一"。Maybe you all think it's lousy, but I don't care, because this is for my God and I think He will like it. HAHA. Because God loves it when we sing songs to praise him. So this is the lyric.

唯一

万物未生您已存在
您掌握永恒的钥匙
这个地球由您来铸造
我的灵魂见证

您见到我的失败
却依然扛起十字架
我的罪孽以落到您肩膀
我的灵魂见证

这该从何说起
我又该做什么
唯有将心全献给了您
我的唯一上帝

所以我接受您恩赐
您的圣灵将伴我左右
今生只为了您的承诺
我的灵魂见证

这该从何说起
我又该做什么
唯有将心全献给了您
我的唯一上帝 (X 2)

立正
我的双手高举着
崇拜我那尊贵的上帝
立正
我的灵魂全献给您
我所有是您 (X 5)

这该从何说起
我又该做什么
唯有将心全献给了您
我的唯一上帝

A surprise from God

Remember the part when I said I skipped my dance lesson and couldn't replace it??? Well, I missed '3' lessons, but I got excuse for 1 lesson because I had my wisdom tooth operation and couldn't exert strength. And I only had a total of 10 lessons. I went for 7, skipped 2 officially, so means I left 1 time. I prayed to God telling him I was sad and stupid for not listening to his command lah. God told me to go for lessons the other 2 times, but I was lazy and stubborn lah!! Then when I prayed, HE told me not to worry. Then to my surprise, when I asked how manyt imes I have left, they said 4 times!! Which means in the end I attended 9 lessons, instead of 8!!! HAHA, God gave me back 1 lesson despite my wilfulness!!! Thank you daddy God!!! And also thank my own father because he specially went down to take my wisdom tooth operation mc!!! (I think I should nominate my dad for 二十四孝老爸！！！) And last sunday dance lesson was fun!! ALot of newcomers and I forgot the song title liao lah!! Sian lor. But I enjoyed myself thoroughly, because I was dancing with God and actually danced it well for him!!! YEA!!! And I finally sweat and exercised!!! HAHA

Examsssss

This week was so packed!!! Finally finished all those tedious exams that requires non stop writing skills!! Last week and this past few days was super busy but not stress although I was super burnt out. Procastination lor. Left translation exam which doesn't requires any studying at all because it is only dependant upon one's language capability. Both my english and chinese!!

Lao gong said my english improved alot leh!! And "mei mei" said my english is good!! HAHA. Although I've been speaking chinese since young, but the standard is so lousy!! Abit 丢人显眼！！！If my grandpa (my dad's father) is still alive, my chinese confirmed Assss and surely speak like 古人，because my ah gong is an official!!! Haiz, too bad God took him away too early lah (the grandpa that just passed away was my mum's father lah, different ah gong)!!! And I cannot afford to score badly for my chinese because I will be embrassing and smear my grandpa's reputation. aiyo, stress lah.

NVM, God told me not to be afraid for this semester exams!!! God said He will be by my side always!! Yea Yea!! So, for next tuesday exam, I have 2 treasures and 1 potent secret weapon!!! The 2 treasure are my english and chinese dictionaries (open book exam) and my language capabilities (I sincerely believed that I did at least inherit my grandpa's smart genes,albeit to a very limited and marginal extent). And of course, the most powerful weapon is my GOD!!!!! Anything I don't know, I will ask HIM!!! HEHEHE

Traumatic experiences

It's been a long long time since I have visited my blog. Here's some updates, but all regarding very sad and traumatic experiences.

My grandpa passed away not long ago. I have only seen him twice, 1st in the hospital where I stayed overnight with mum to take care of him. The 2nd and last time was the day b4 he died (he was reduced to a pack of bones :((( ). Thank God for letting me seeing him for the last time, I regretted not going to see my grandpa earlier. Was too busy with school work, too many presentations and projects and research papers (ridiculous reasoning!!!). But I'm grateful because at least I have stayed the whole night to take care of grandpa which I will not do if it was the past me. He's officially gone and everyone is sad, especially my grandma. 人生如此悲惨，短暂，又那么的无可奈何，实在是怨阿！！！ I cried alot, and so did everyone, I seriously hate funnerals and hospital!!! I cried when I was in the hospital taking care of grandpa, he praised me for being filial.I couldn't reply as I was choking with tears, all I could do was smile. Haiz

Right after the funneral was over, I was down with gastric flu!!! And the whole experience was so scary. Although I'm used to vomitting (due to motion sickness), but vomitting 6 times a day was too much too bear. Whatever I ate and drank all came out--basically last monday I ate nothing. Was reduced to a pack of bones and my weight decreased dramatically from 42.2kg to 36.9kg!!! Well, now at least I'm fine, so I'm gonna go on a makan spree to make up for the lost weight. HEHE

During the funneral and illness period, got to thank my cell group and lao gong and von von for praying for me. Thank God I was not "persecuted" for not participating in the rituals and I was healed. And especially lao gong lah. We were supposed to do SEA research paper together and because of funneral and my illness which basically lasted 2 weeks altogether, she did most of the work. But lucky I found relevant resources and got contribute some lah. I did alot for SA presentation, and she did alot for SEA paper, haha, so it's a draw!!! HAHA. Thank God though, despite all these terrible and sad thing that happened, we got an A+ for the paper. As for the presenattion, our tutorial group mates said it was excellent!! Thank God too. Oh, thank you once again to xuan wen and lao gong for accompanying me to the doctor.

Lao gong saw my 憔悴ness and she said I look like a dead corspe!!! So skinny and face so black and was super weak. HAHA. Scared her to death. I just wished that everyone will be able to move forward expecially grandma and my mum and everyone else lah. And I wished that my parents would live longer, I really don't want to attend funnerals for the rest of my life. It's sad and even sad when they are not christians. I spoke to my grandpa about accepting Christ the day b4 he died, but he already couldn't talk and did not recognised us. But I believed God that he will surely hear what I said. Haiz. 奈何奈何奈何阿！！！

The Stand - Hillsong United Video

this is one of the songs that I love most!! It demonstrates God's unconditional love and faithfullness towards us.

Joe - If I Was Your Man

i danced this song for last week lesson!! cool man!! i learnt slow r n b